So it's been a weeks since I rolled my dream car, good thing is now I've sorted it out and it's no longer in my possession, instant weight of my shoulders.
Also managed to keep a few things in line this week - didn't take alcohol for a week, rode my bike everyday, spend a bit more time at work dealing with issues, got more than 8 hours of sleep every night. Feels like a win.
Will try to keep this up, things can only go up from here...